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Journal day 9,10,and 11

Sorry I haven't been posting, a lot of things have been going on.I haven't been getting much sleep, so when i was coning on it wasn't for long. I also was trying to work out how i could make it on more for rachael, but that lack of sleep was making it really hard. Plus a few other things that where making it hard to come on. Me and rachael have parted ways, it was my own doing.
  I don't like how I did it, but I had to do it. I tired to have a heart to heart with her the day before I did it, but it just made me see even more why it was just not going to work. We where toxic for each other. Sometimes you have to just end it, when you find your self in the rut you thought you just got out of.
 Do I feel bad because I did it? Of course I do, But no matter of talking would have made it any better. I was out of a ideas, and our times in which we could be on, had totally changed. We were just fooling each other. I made promises I should have never made. I am done with Sl kids. I have kids in rl that need me.
I will just stick to my shop. As that's what I find true joy in, when I'm on sl.


On a better note, I opened up a in world store. Heres hoping it helps me get more people knowing about the store.

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