Real Life Vlog ?!

As i said in the last post I  will be slowly easing back into blogging. BUT if you really miss me...
Check out my Real Life YouTube Vlog. Yes that is  right I have a vlog. We vlog almost everyday. Unless I am having a very bad day. 
Been doing it for almost 3 months now :) 

feel free to check it out, Sub, and Like stuff :)
My goal is to get 100 Subs so I can edit the youtube URL name thing. as you need 100 subs now to do that. 
Or so that is what I read. Its a new 'Update'.

Love you guys <3


Hello Strangers

Hey guys.
I know its been oh so long.... 
I stopped Sl during my recovery. I tried to come back,
but realized it was to soon.  
Well I am now 5 Months post op, and I am ready to start easing back into it.

I might not post as much at first. Maybe 2-3 times a month. 
I don't want to over do it, as i am still recovering and still have bad days.
Though good days out weigh the bad days now :)
Anyways lets move on to the outfit I picked out for today.


 (click photo to see it bigger)


Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*  Adette Non-Rig Mesh 
 
Necklace:OXIDE Curved Necklace {Female Size}
Dress: adoness : dionysus dress - obsidian
    @The Thrift Shop,  Aug. 6 - 28, 2016

Heels: SwaggedOut Femme - Britt Heels- Black
(not sure of this store is open anymore)

Ears: MANDALA]STEKING_EARS UNISEX_Season 5




Learn To fly


Sorry For the Short Pause guys, was just listening to my brain.
Still healing but going strong sweethearts.  

' You won't forget the heavy steps it took to let it go
Close your eyes, count to ten, hold your breath and fly
Keep on climbing, though the ground might shake
Just keep on reaching though the limb might break
We've come this far, don't you be scared now
'Cause you can learn to fly on the way down '




Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*  Shaylee 

Tattoo: **UrbanStreet** Inspiration Tattoo-Middle

Top: 1 Hundred.   Mini Top. Lilac 

Bottoms: #187# Leggings Holes Black 

Nails: #187#  Flare Nails Piano

Pose: Verocity Posh 3




I'll Prove That I'm Strong

'Put me to the test
I'll prove that I'm strong
Won't let myself believe
That what we feel is wrong
I Finally see what
You knew was inside me
All along

That behind this soft exterior
Lies a warrior'
-Beth Crowley ~ Warrior

Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*Katya Rigged Mesh
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Necklace: OXIDE Gold Monogram Necklace [copy] - K
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Body Suit: 1 Hundred.  Capri Jumper. Lilac 
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Shoes: + black moon + Lilith Boots -Pastel  (Has color Texture Hud)
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 Pose: Verocity - Cheryl

 


Waking Dream

May is Brain Tumor Awareness month.
So I am wearing my gray Proud today!
Join me?
(also added a hint of purple, because purple is the color
for Pineal gland brain lesions )


Hair:  Moon. Hair. // Ethereal
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Necklace: OXIDE Gold Monogram Necklace [copy] - K
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Boobs: Lolas ::: Tango Delicq ::: Fitted Mesh Breasts
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Pullover: 1 Hundred. Pullover Hoodie Set. Grey
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ears: MANDALA]STEKING_EARS UNISEX_Season 5 
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Earrings: [Ner .Ink] Cross Piercing Set Bloggers
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 Pose: Verocity - Cheryl 5m 
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Eyes, lips,shape,skin ECT info here


Not Alone

'When you watch the world just turn away
And break the promises it made
When love is all too hard to hold
Just take a breath and let it go

Whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh
Just keep breathing, breathing, breathing
Whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh
Just keep breathing, breathing, breathing

2 A.M., too tired to sleep
When what you want's not what you need
And when these walls don't feel like home
Remember that you're not alone'
-Just Keep Breathing By We The Kings 

 Hair: Little bones. BornToDie (M/Tucked) {Group GIFT}  

Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo 
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Pink Eye: #adored- miasma eyes - passionfruit 

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Ears:[CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!)

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Ear Plug:[CerberusXing] Nimbus Gauges R (Black)

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Dress:   A-TYPICAL's Abstract Flower Dress - CLASSIC
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Tights:**UrbanStreet** Stocking Tattoo doggy
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Heels: [MODA] CORSET PIN UP PUMPS & HUD (SINGLE COLOR/BLACK)
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Chair: {Q-Essentials} Skateboard Deck Chair
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Sign: {Q-Essentials} All You Need Plate Decor
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Standing Pose: [Expressive Poses] - Candice 4  {Mp L$1 }
 

Inside A Painting

Bare with Me while I get back into the hang of this again!
I'll be updating everything on this blog to make sure links are up to date and everything. 
I'll be trying to do at least one a week. Might even make set themed days in the future.
I do want to start doing more SL Fashion Vlogs too, so maybe I'll make one day of the week, the day I do that. We will see.  
Missed you all <3 

 Hair: Little bones. BornToDie (M/Tucked)
{Group GIFT}
Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo 
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Pink Eye: #adored- miasma eyes - passionfruit 
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Ears:[CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!)
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Ear Plug:[CerberusXing] Nimbus Gauges R (Black)
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Necklace: OXIDE Gold Monogram Necklace [copy] - K
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Dress: -Culco- Clover Dress - Green
@ The Thrift Shop May 7 - 28, 2016
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Tights:**UrbanStreet** Stocking Tattoo doggy
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Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots -Pastel  (Has color Texture Hud)
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Pose: Something New ~ Sing for Me 1
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Skin:.Birdy. Delilah Skin ~Pure~
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Hole In My Head

Hey guys!
I am back, Surgery went well. They surgeon was able to remove all of my Pineocytoma brain tumor successfully!
On the surgery day I was officially diagnosed with compression in the brain.
The tumor was compressing my brain, and therefor was causing damage.
Surgery itself went well and fast, without any permit complications.   I was released the very next day, at 4 pm. Record time honestly. Almost unheard of for this type of surgery.  I was half blind in my left eye for half a week after surgery, but its better now. This is normal as they have to go under the optic lobe to get to the tumor. So it was irritated. As for my symptoms from before surgery, I can proudly say so far 70 % of them are gone, or A LOT better. The numbness that was effecting my whole left side, was gone instantly after surgery. Migraines had gone down  A LOT. The rarely go any farther than a headache now.  Time will truly tell what is cured and what  I am stuck with do to the damage the compression was causing. I did had one thing happen though when I was in south Carolina that made recovery hard ( I had to be there for 10 days after surgery)  My beloved dog got loose and ran away from my in laws. More than likely looking for me....
He was found 6 days later, starving and dehydrated. He had traveled 10 miles, in the right direction toward home. Which is a lot for a 12 year old dog with a  arthritis limp  and half blind.. I am very grateful to have him back, and hes doing just fine.. but yeah it was rough recovering knowing he was missing.


Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*  Bjorn  
@We<3 Role-Play
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Shirt: Anchor & Co. Little Things Tank 
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Shorts: **UrbanStreet**  Cupy Short

 Necklace: OXIDE- Bella Heart Set
@20Twenty
Bracelet: #187#  Reliques Bracelet Affiche
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Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo 

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Pink Eye: #adored- miasma eyes - passionfruit

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Ears:[CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!)


Nose Piercing::Forever Famous: Arrow (Gold) 

Pose: [Expressive Poses] - Candice 1  {Mp L$1 }
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50 Purples For Pie- 11/50

Sorry guys, Holidays bring craziness and lack of spoons.
 If you have a chronic Illness you may know the spoon theory, if you have never heard of it. 

Anyways I wanted to wish you all a very very Happy new year!
<3 


Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*Katya Rigged Mesh
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HeadBand: Foxes - Party Head band - Happy New year - Gold
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Tattoo: **UrbanStreet**  Feather  Tattoo (Dark)
Tattoo Lower: [Ner .Ink]Tattoo Pain Becomes Strength 
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Coat: adoness : melinoe : coat : violets
@ FROST !!!ENDS TONIGHT!!!
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Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots - Noir (Has color Texture Hud)  
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Pose: [Expressive Poses] - Candice 1 
{Mp L$1 }
 
 

 
 
 
 
This Post 11 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.
Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,
I am going to wear a little Purple in each post
for 50 days (posts). 
  * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. 
So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too
 
 

50 Purples For Pie- 10/50


Technically my Flannel is called Navy. But it looks Dark purple to me, 
so I am using it for my purple item today. lol
ALSO YES I LOVE THESE LILITH SHOES BY 
+ black moon +.  For sure one of my Favorites of the month. 
(yes I know I need to do a youtube favorites soon..
 LOL haven't did anything with my channel)

Hair: *~*Damselfly*~*Katya Rigged Mesh
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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings  
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Tattoo: **UrbanStreet**  Feather  Tattoo (Dark)
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Shirt: Foxes- Boyfriend Shirt - Med - Checker  - Navy
*
Jeans: MoDANNA [Brouillard Collection] Wool Pants Khaki
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Shoes:  + black moon + Lilith Boots -Noir (Has color Texture Hud)
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Pose: [Expressive Poses] - Candice 1 
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Elf:  * Style So Chic* My Naughty Elf ~ Rare ~




This Post 10 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.
Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,
I am going to wear a little Purple in each post
for 50 days (posts). 
  * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. 
So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too
 
 

50 Purples For Pie- 9/50

Gonna make this post short cause I am WORN OUT. 
But I want to say I feel really loved today.
Today I had a real life event to help raise funds for my surgery,
 travel costs for surgery and consults,
and tho the we didn't have many people come
 in and most were family that had come with me....
 I had a Second life Friend make an appearance.
That just made my whole day better. (you know who you are sweetheart).
I was twitching, with sharp pains and being dizzy most the time. (when i wasn't trying to promote on my phone) so to see someone
who only knew me through a screen, come out and support me...
that just made  everything better. <3


Hair: Moon. Hair. // Dissolve
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Crown:[ bubble ] Triple Goddess Tiara (Had Hud)
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Necklace: OXIDE- Folki Necklace 
(made with men in mind. But you know me. I like to break rules :p)
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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings  
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Dress:+ black moon +Lydia Dress 
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Bracelet: Violetility-Lunar Bracelet - Dark  
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Tattoo upper: **UrbanStreet**  Feather  Tattoo (Dark)
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Tattoo Lower: [Ner .Ink]Tattoo Pain Becomes Strength
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Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots - Pastel (Has color Texture Hud) 
 Pose:   Verocity- Pin Up 5




This Post 9 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.
\Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,

I am going to wear a little Purple in each post

for 50 days (posts). 

 * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. 
So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too

50 Purples For Pie- 8/50



Hair:Moon. Hair. // Dissolve
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Crown:OXIDE-Tita Circlet
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Eye Goop::Zombie Suicide: Eye Gooooop  {Black}
 @ FROST
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Lip Goop: :Zombie Suicide: Mouth Gooooop  {Black}
 @ FROST
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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings 
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Outfit: !The Little Bat - Love Dragons Outfit w/ HUD
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Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots - Noir (Has color Texture Hud)
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Hand Tattoo: [Ner .Ink] Tattoo Promise
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Pose: Verocity- Murder 3 
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This Post 8 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.

Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,
I am going to wear a little Purple in each post
for 50 days (posts). 
 * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. 
So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too

50 Purples For Pie- 7/50


Hair: Little bones. Scope
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Shirt:MoDANNA [Givre Collection] Loose Sweater Purple
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Jeans: MoDANNA [Givre Collection] Skinny Jeans Indigo
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Necklace: {Chemical Princess} Pagan Necklace Gold
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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings
 *
Lip Goo::Zombie Suicide: Mouth Gooooop  {Purple}
 @ FROST
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 Tattoo: [Ner .Ink] Tattoo Promise 
 *
Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots -Pastel(Has color Texture Hud)
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Pose: Arsenal // Pose Set 07 {Pose43}
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Guitar Case:  #187# Guitar Case BackPack- Red-Green
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This Post 7 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.
Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,
I am going to wear a little Purple in each post
for 50 days (posts). 
 * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal 
In-general. So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too

50 Purples For Pie- 6/50

Emails, Phones calls, head pain, vomiting, ringing ears....
Its been a crazy week for me! 
I had another Surgeon comfirm what the One in Cali said. 
Even though
I didn't even tell him what the Dr. In Cali said. 
Likely Pineocytoma  (Pineal Tumor), symptoms are from it. And that he thinks he can help me...
but hes so understaffed and they are taking for ever getting back to me on
a consult date.
UGH.
Hair: Little bones. Scope
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Necklace: {Chemical Princess} Pagan Necklace Gold
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Outfit: + black moon + Attitude
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Nose Ring: .Chu. Let it Snow - Nose Piercing - Purple

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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings
 *
Lip Goo::Zombie Suicide: Mouth Gooooop  {Purple}
 @ FROST
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Tights:R A N S O M - COTTON TIGHTS (Plum)

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Heels: Tales & Stories - Jeesebel Boots{Has Texture Hud}
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Leg Bands: SuPerBia >FroSteD Isolation Leg HarNeSs
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Pose:  Verocity - Gisele 1 & 5

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 Tattoo: [Ner .Ink] Tattoo Promise 


This Post 6  Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.

Helping Spread Awareness for  

 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,

I am going to wear a little Purple in each post

for 50 days (posts). 

 * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too

 

50 Purples For Pie- 5/50

Merry Yule!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to every one!
May your days be warm and laughter filled.


Hair: [^.^Ayashi^.^] Daichi hair-Fatpack with earmuffs(Rigged)
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Nose Ring: .Chu. Let it Snow - Nose Piercing - Purple
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Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings
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Lip Goo::Zombie Suicide: Mouth Gooooop  {Purple}
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Coat: .HollyWeird. Stormy .Trench Coat.
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BackPack: #187# Lezardo BackPack Silver & Gold
{Exclusive}
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Tights:R A N S O M - COTTON TIGHTS (Dark Gray)
 *
Shoes: Latreia- Grey Cozies
 *
Pose:  Verocity - Gisele 3




This Post 5 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie.
Helping Spread Awareness for  
 Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy,
I am going to wear a little Purple in each post
for 50 days (posts). 
 * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.
  Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors
commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too
 

 
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