Okay... So I guess its about time I give all my readers another FULL update On my medical stuff. If people don't know I have A brain Invader (Pineal Cystic Tumor, Or Pineal Lesion, Or pineal Invader , Or Pineocytoma, or claude. Its known by many names as you can see. We wont truly know if its a cyst or a tumor tell it is removed. Do to my awful symptoms, that are getting worst, I've been told It needs to be removed!) Every time I have to give anyone a full update.. it can very overwhelming and upsetting for me. So please bare with me. Please do not take this as me whinnying. I just think its time I am truly honest on everything that's going on. If there is Grammar Errors Or Typos Also forgive me. So I am a BAD news first kind of person. I have A lot of hope, but I don't like false hope. SO here it is strait out.My surgery isn't going to happen anytime soon. Pretty sure of that.. The surgery I need, to rip out this mooch...