Pie On The Window

'When you watch the world just turn away And break the promises it made When love is all too hard to hold Just take a breath and let it go Whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh Just keep breathing, breathing, breathing Whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh, whoa whoa oh Just keep breathing, breathing, breathing 2 A.M., too tired to sleep When what you want's not what you need And when these walls don't feel like home Remember that you're not alone' -Just Keep Breathing By We The Kings   Hair: Little bones. BornToDie (M/Tucked) {Group GIFT}   *  Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   *   Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit    * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!) * Ear Plug: [ CerberusXing] Nimbus Gauges R (Black) * Dress:   A-TYPICAL's Abstract Flower Dress - CLASSIC @ The Thrift Shop May 7 - 28, 2016 * Tights: **UrbanS...

Bare with Me while I get back into the hang of this again! I'll be updating everything on this blog to make sure links are up to date and everything.  I'll be trying to do at least one a week. Might even make set themed days in the future. I do want to start doing more SL Fashion Vlogs too, so maybe I'll make one day of the week, the day I do that. We will see.   Missed you all <3   Hair: Little bones. BornToDie (M/Tucked) {Group GIFT} *  Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   *   Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit     * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!) * Ear Plug: [ CerberusXing] Nimbus Gauges R (Black) * Necklace: OXIDE Gold Monogram Necklace [copy] - K * Dress: -Culco- Clover Dress - Green @ The Thrift Shop May 7 - 28, 2016 * Tights: **UrbanStreet** Stocking Tattoo doggy * Heels: + black moon + Lilith Boots -Pastel  ...

Hey guys! I am back, Surgery went well. They surgeon was able to remove all of my Pineocytoma brain tumor successfully! On the surgery day I was officially diagnosed with compression in the brain. The tumor was compressing my brain, and therefor was causing damage. Surgery itself went well and fast, without any permit complications.   I was released the very next day, at 4 pm. Record time honestly. Almost unheard of for this type of surgery.  I was half blind in my left eye for half a week after surgery, but its better now. This is normal as they have to go under the optic lobe to get to the tumor. So it was irritated. As for my symptoms from before surgery, I can proudly say so far 70 % of them are gone, or A LOT better. The numbness that was effecting my whole left side, was gone instantly after surgery. Migraines had gone down  A LOT. The rarely go any farther than a headache now.  Time will truly tell what is cured and what  I am stuck with do to...

Emails, Phones calls, head pain, vomiting, ringing ears.... Its been a crazy week for me!  I had another Surgeon comfirm what the One in Cali said.  Even though I didn't even tell him what the Dr. In Cali said.  Likely Pineocytoma  (Pineal Tumor), symptoms are from it. And that he thinks he can help me... but hes so understaffed and they are taking for ever getting back to me on a consult date. UGH. Hair: Little bones. Scope {Group GIFT} * Necklace: {Chemical Princess} Pagan Necklace Gold @+ Black Craft + Round 2 * Outfit: + black moon + Attitude @+ Black Craft + Round 2 * Nose Ring: .Chu. Let it Snow - Nose Piercing - Purple   @ FROST * Lip Ring: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings  * Lip Goo: :Zombie Suicide: Mouth Gooooop  {Purple}  @ FROST * Tights: R A N S O M - COTTON TIGHTS (Plum)   @+ Black Craft + Round 2 * Heels: Tales & Stories - Jeese...

Rock'n the sea green/ teal hair color I use to rock  when I first started blogging. Sometimes going back to old favorites helps you find your self again.  Anyways:  Post 3 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie. Helping Spread Awareness for    Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy, I am going to wear a little Purple in each post for 50 days (posts).    * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too.. Hair: Little bones. Scope {Group GIFT} * Thermals: Static -Skelly Thermal Sui {Has Texture Hud} @+ Black Craft +  Started the 1st * Tights: + black moon + Silhouette Tights -Unicorn * Boots: Latreia - Grey Cozies @ FROST   STARTS Dec 13th * Pose: Something New ~ Blog My Pose ( I used # 2) *  Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   * Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit * Ears: [Cerberus...

Post 2 Of 50 Days of Purple for Pie. Helping Spread Awareness for    Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy, I am going to wear a little Purple in each post for 50 days (posts).    * Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.   Also tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. So I choose to do this color :) Also people with Pineal cysts an tumors commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too.  Hair:  *~*Damselfly*~* Brittani Rigged Mesh  @ the Fameshed Shopping District  * Outfit (Body Suit+Wings): 1 Hundred. Miss' Behavin. Black Only L$ 10 * Moon Necklace: .HollyWeird. Autumn Moon -Necklace    FREE GIFT   @+ Black Craft +  Started the 1st * Star Necklace:  OXIDE - Joyeux Silver (Has Color/Texture Hud) @FAD Event * Upper Tattoo: **UrbanStreet** Dot Tattoo * Lower Tattoo: [...

I decided to do something like I did before for breast cancer awareness. Remember how I had a little pink in each outfit everyday for so many days? I am gonna do that again but  it will be 50 days Of purple For  Symptomatic Pineal Cysts & Chiari & Epilepsy. Many other illnesses use this color ribbon too tho.   (* tho mine is a likely Pineal tumor, which would make my color gray. Purple is for pineal In-general. So I choose to do this color :) Also people with pineal cysts an tumors commonly  have Chiari  and Epilepsy or seizures too. *) Hair:  *~*Damselfly*~* Gavin w/Pony Non-Rigged Mesh NEW (Was made for men.. but as you can see some woman can pull it off.) * Shirt:  + black moon + Go Fuck Yourself Black @The Frozzen Fair 2015   Dec, 2 To Dec, 16 * Necklace: #187# Frozzen Necklace Ice * Ring: #187# Frozzen Ring-Gift @The Frozzen Fair 2015   Dec, 2 To Dec, 16 * pants: #187# Jumper Pants (Has co...

Yep its a Disturbed kind of day guys...  " How could you let it end up this way? Is there really nothing more you can say? I'm not taking another fucking dose of your denial today! I'm not wiling to deal with someone Who insists that they can never be wrong So just keep on talking to the wall because I'm walking away!" '- Disturbed - Never Wrong'   Hair: *~*Damselfly*~* Bebe Rigged Mesh   * Tattoo: **UrbanStreet** Dot Tattoo @SaNaRae (starts Nov 25th) * Outfit: .::BitchTail::. Not 1 Fuck- NEW * Shoes: #187# Sneakers K14 Basic Female *   Bracelet:  ClarityMoon~ Lisp~Left~Gold   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015   * Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   * Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!) *  Lip Rig: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings *    Pose: [Expressi...

"You're Hiding things you'll never show, you're showing things that you don't know." -RunAway By:We The Kings This song speaks to me so much...  and so does this amazing dress by + black moon + ! Hair: Moon. Hair. // Dissolve -GROUP GIFT- * Head Piece: .:Pulse:. Elvira Skull & Roses Headband -Black - RARE * Dress: + black moon + Sabbath Attire {HAS TEXTURE HUD!} NEW *   Tattoo: [Ner .Ink] Tattoo Bring Me * Boots: VG -DANA BLACK   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015     * Pose: Verocity - Camille 2  @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015 * Lip Rig: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings * Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   * Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!)    *

I am a Charles Trippy fan. Like hard Core. Ctfxc For the Win. Well through his vlogs I found out about 'We The Kings' And I fell in love with them too. Charles Trippy plays Bass In the Band.  Why do I love Chares trippy? Because hes a bad ass Brain tumor warrior, who has shared his life with the internet from almost 8 years, through the 8 years he documented finding out about the tumor, having surgery, and then having a second surgery.  Which the dr actually let him VLOG!  Hes one of my many heroes, and seeing him being so brave.  Keeps me strong!  Well since WTK posted this song on their facebook... I have had it on REPEAT.  There album came out today.  * Hair: *~*Damselfly*~* Henny @ On9, November 9 - November 28 * Eye Lashes: ClarityMoon~ Lashes~Gacha6   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015    * Body Suit: 1 Hundred. Basic Bodysuit. Black  @anyBody Nov. 7th – Nov. 30th * Blue ...

 Okay... So I guess its about time I give all my readers another FULL update On my medical stuff.  If people don't know I have A brain Invader  (Pineal Cystic Tumor, Or Pineal Lesion, Or pineal Invader , Or Pineocytoma, or claude. Its known by many names as you can see. We wont truly know if its a cyst or a tumor tell it is removed. Do to my awful symptoms, that are getting worst, I've been told It needs to be removed!) Every time I have to give anyone a full update.. it can very overwhelming and upsetting for me. So please bare with me. Please do not take this as me whinnying. I just think its time I am truly honest on everything that's going on.  If there is Grammar Errors Or Typos Also forgive me.  So I am a BAD news first kind of person. I have A lot of hope, but I don't like false hope. SO here it  is strait out.My surgery isn't going to happen anytime soon. Pretty sure of that.. The surgery I need, to rip out this  mooch...

Happy Monday!     Hair: *~*Damselfly*~* *Anniston Rigged Mesh      @Tres Chic, November 17 to December 5 * Necklace:  OXI - Jola Set (Necklace from it.) * Wings: 1 Hundred. Precious Wings. Lilac * Dress: ..elation.. Mesh Asymetrical Sweater - (Has texture hud)   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015   * Socks: + black moon + Thigh High Socks A (Creep It Real)   * Heels: Impertinences- Wanda  High Curvy  {Pair} for slink   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015 * Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo   * Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!) *  Nose Piercing: :Forever Famous: Arrow (Gold)  *  Lip Rig: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings  * Poses: Verocity - Camille 3  @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015   * Tattoo: [Ner ...

Sponsors and watchers  I am very sorry for my very long pause.  I know I always apologize and these long breaks have become way to common for me. I am very sorry for this.  A lot has been going on in my life, and my Chronic pain also has been bad. Also My Insurance switch for my surgery isn't going as planned, ... I might make a more detailed post later. For now lets move on to the goodies.   * Hair: *~*Damselfly*~* Remi Rigged Mesh @Hairology, November 10 - 30 * Shirt: Indecent Exposure - Commando Sweater: Black @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015         * Pants: WONDERLOST - Kendall Leather Leggings - Black -   @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015 *  Tattoo: [Ner .Ink] Tattoo In Nomine * @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015 * Pose: = Fashiowl Poses = Kawaii Pack 1 (pose #3) @ The Thrift Shop Nov. 8 - 29, 2015 * Blue Eye: #adored - miasm...

Just In Case I Don't find time to blog tomorrow Or friday, I wanted to wish you all A Happy Halloween, or If your like me and your Pagan/Wiccan Happy Samhain. Be safe! * Hair: *Alice Project* Pastel Goth Fair 2015 - Gift Box  (Bloody Blonde) @Pastel Goth Fair 2015 (ends this Friday I believe ) * Blue Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - echo @Pastel Goth Fair 2015 (ends this Friday I believe ) * Pink Eye: #adored - miasma eyes - passionfruit @Pastel Goth Fair 2015 (ends this Friday I believe ) * Ears: [CerberusXing] Industrial Ears (Has Hud!) *  Nose Piercing: :Forever Famous: Arrow (Gold)  *  Lip Rig: ~Tantalum~ Skeleton Hands Lip Piercings * Necklace: OXI - Geometric Leaf Necklace  @{Tengoku no Rakuen Hunt } Oct 16th- Nov6th * Shirt: ::Nar Mattaru:: "I'm Fine" Ladies Halloween Tee  {FREE On Market Place}  * Pants:   #187# Jumper Pants (Comes With Color HUD) * Heels: *-Gyps...